Last academic exam in my life! *I hope so*

Finally I'm back to blow off the superb thick dust that fell on my site. I'm so busy with my academic stuff and I suppose to post an entry about CommFest but I didn't. Anyway, I have done with my Diploma, left the one and only last paper on this coming Friday.

CommFest has over but now only I don't want it to finished so soon. I miss all the meeting's stress and preparation's teamwork from all the team members. You know what, you guys are awesome and I had learn a lot from all of you. I likkiee you all. Just realized that I don't have any group photo with you guys. *I can't open the file, don't have the software" *sad*

Anyway, I have to apologize to Ishmael here. I'm super sorry for what happened yesterday. Seriously, I don't mean to do that to anyone includes you. I felt super bad and so demoralized. Super duper sorry, bro. I will miss all your laughter and jokes, so you better stay in TU to further your studies. =P Of course, others as well, hope to see all of you in TU near future.

Okay, I need to go back to my notes now. Revision time. I just don't know why, every time I study SP I will update a post. OMG. I just don't know how the schema link it in my brain, anyway it works, SP=blogging. HAHAA.

What if...

What if you still have your ex photo in your social networking profile?

What if your ex finds out that?

What if your ex current partner finds out that?

What if your current partner finds out that?

What if the photo cause uneasy feeling towards your ex?

What if the photo cause uneasy feeling towards yourself?

What if the photo cause uneasy feeling towards the current partners of your's and your ex's?

What if and what if..

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Why you just want to make other suffer by not taking off the photo?

Just to show your possession?

And just to show your possession it cause others suffering!

So the only way is just take off the FREAKING PHOTO or DON'T MAKE YOUR CURRENT PARTNER AS YOUR EX!

Start treating your partner right before the sand in hour-glass run dry.

Once the sand in hour-glass dry up, how much chances you think your partner will give you to re-fix everything?

Have you heard of this before?

People tears are like the sand in an hour-glass. Once they run dry, that's when your time is up.

personwhomeantsomuchtome!!

Here it goes again. After been such a long while I been procrastinating not only to write my blog as well as my assignment and mid-term exam revision.

What I have done pass few weeks? Oh ya, did I told you I have got my new lappie for free. It's a HP Mini from streamyx.. Woohoo..

And I have make it so far to my final semester. There will be another long way to go, ya )=. Anyway, mid-term is still on till next week and assignment deadline is only going to end by mid October i think..

Recently, I have this problem with one of the people around me and I find that it is a very good experience to handle conflicts like this. However, I will not step back to give you room and I will not ever going to admits things that is not done by me be it good or bad. No matter what, I should thank that particular person to be my side for so long and all the things that person done for me is much appreciated as well as I not going to forget bits and pieces of our memories. This is how much impact you imposed to my life.

Okay, I am happy with what I have currently. I am glad that both of you been my side all the time to help me out and be a SUPERB DUPERB good listener, maybe I can say advisor to me. HAHAHAHA. How much both of you meant to me will never ever able to be describe by words. Sometimes, I admit I am too emotional that might throw my temper on you girls, but ya, I apologies for that.

Thanks to another individual who have been taking in all my unhappiness like a DBKL. HAHA. I will not going to let you go. HEHE. and remember what promises you made for me as well as I made for you.

Finally, Mom and Dad, I miss you. Hope to go home now. Terrible homesick. )=

Love all of you a lot.

Dramatic Batch

Finally our "dramatic batch" (= have make it into the final semester, and now comes the most important subject for all of us, our FYP. FYP stands for Final Year Project which is applicable to all, with different major you will have different FYP. PR group FYP is known as proPassion which is some sort of event management and consultant. We have to form a group to serve our client, which is Taylor's University College, School of Communication for this semester. The goal is to manage the annual Mass Colympic in Taylor's University College LakeSide Campus with targeted amount of audiences.

Here comes the hoohaa for our dramatic group again. Everyone have to grab a post to be in-charge of in this project. Most of them seems like wanted to have all those high-post which is now making a big hoohaa. I am pissed off seriously about this problem. Maybe you can say, just first week why so many hoohaa. Maybe all of them are so "kiasu". If you seriously have the ability to bring out the work, no one will say anything. For those, who have already try the position last semester, why not give chances to others. Don't be so selfish LA, people. As well give yourself a chance to try out in other department.

Hope all of you will have the DESIRABLE position, since you all are fighting so hard. =P

All the best to proPassion July 2010.

Assumption, the termites of LOVE.

Sorry for being MIA this while. Life was tiring with intern.

Anyway, forget bout intern temporarily. It is Saturday. Wheee.. And I am staying at home doing nothing and not going anywhere at this wonderful day.

This is going to be a very emo piece. Please LEAVE if you do not want to be affected. ^^

Recently, I have been through too much up and down in my love life. I am so tired of it; I am still holding it so strong. Had talk to babe R about it and there I find out that she is going through what I used to face. Is it that love will have to get through all this shit?

Once you start to assume something about your partners, that is the start of those shit. Do not assume me to understand what you are thinking of. I am not a psychic that able to read mind. I won't know what have happen, only until you willing to spend a little bit of your saliva to tell me.

Is it that I am so hard to communicate with? Or I am so scary that you rather not to tell and assuming on it?

I do not attract and interest you anymore. I can bet this with my life.

I am so dilemma, to let go or not to? I understand no one will able to help me to make any decision on this. Maybe what she used to tell you a year ago is true, I am not good enough for you. Will you be more happy without me?

I have get enough from you. It hurts, don't you know it? However, I can promise that you a lot more important to me than what you can see. *Cross Finger*

Don't feel left out!!

hehe.. =) Don't feel left out, I am here to update you. Sorry for being missing for such a long time, just some updates on internship. (Since many of you asking) Okay, start from the early morning to my lovely lunch and evening.

1. I wake up at 0600hrs everyday in order not to be late to work. HAHA!! Second week only, still semangat. (Semangat DONG!!)
2. After prepared, I will walk to NanYangsSiangPau there to catch bus at 0645hrs.
3. Bus arrive somewhere 0700hrs to 0730hrs.(Depends on my luck)
   
4. Bus will drop me at Kelana Jaya station, the King Crab there, walk from there to office. Reach office somewhere 0745hrs(Usually)
5. Wait for my colleague to open the door, then start giggle on my personal work first.
6. At 0830hrs, DONG!!(the clock sound) Work start.. =)
7. Work Work and Work!!!
8. 1300hrs out for lunch with my superb friendly and lovely colleague. (Seriously I never meet such a good Lady Boss before, and superior that extreme friendly, funny and lovely.)
9. After one hour lunch break, back to Work Work and Work!!
10. Finally 1730hrs, end of shift and my lovely superior fetch me home. =) thank so much to both of you.
    

This is my working live. And I have a trip to Sungai Lembing in two weeks time which I no longer looking forward and I cannot pull myself out from the trip. )= No one will know what is the main reason, beside you babe MooMoo.

Hope to see babe R this coming Saturday, but I am not sure I able to make it not.

Okay, that's all for now. Need to search for some Indian Artist now.

Byebye!!

Trust is the pile for Love.

I often think that love must be surrounded by fireworks, "electric shock" feeling and all those dramatic scene. Until today I read an article. Love is not what I thought of then. Love is all about trust. Love is never about those dramatic scene. Even small little thing will able to increase the trust between both of you.

Look back, into your journey of love, have you been through a situation when your partner promises you to be on time back at home to accompany you, bring you out for dinner or even help you in certain things, but end up your partner not able to fulfill the promises that they make. Or even, they reach home at 2 or 3 in the morning which their earlier promise is to back at 9pm. How you feel then?

I believe that all of us did play the role of not fulfilling promises before. But do we put in efforts to show how much we really care for that promise and it is not forgotten on purpose.

All these small little things that one might forget will lead to distrust, and this is the main problem that cause all those "in a relationship" status change to "single". Thus, do not promise if you not able to meet the goal.

P/s : This is just what I feel. I am not here to ask you to break up or anything. Never ever advice your friends to break up with their love one. I bet I know how much it hurts when you find out someone advice your partner to leave you.

- Always Love Yourself More. -

H.E.A.R.T.S

Is just how much you place someone or something into your heart.

If they are at first place in you heart, you take them seriously.

You will never forget them

and even things that they need you to help out.

Diminishing Marginal Utility

Diminishing Marginal Utility is mainly talking bout ONE when having too much quantity of something they enjoy will affect to them not enjoying it as much anymore. This is the reason why Penang food are so DELICIOUS. This make me able to enjoy various Penang foods at once when I go back. What makes them so DELICIOUS.

1. The food portion are small.
2. The are seriously CHEAP as compared to KL.

I gain a lot of weight after I stay in KL for around 1 and a half years. The reasons behind it, was because foods here, in KL, are in very big portion and its consider very expensive to a girl that have been living in Penang for almost 21years. This is what I do, I seldom eat hawker food, I ate a lot of fast food especially the one that have famous French Fries, you know which fast food restaurant I am referring to, right, I don't want to mention name here. Is not good for pin pointing. HAHA.. This is the reason why I grew a lot. Second thing is, I can't really adapt to KL's hawker food, even if so happen I am out for hawker food I will force myself to finish the entire bowl because it is expensive for me to not finish it and it will cost me another RM5 or more if I am hungry again later. So, this shows that my utility goes down whenever I forcing myself to finish the entire portion of food. Therefore, KL's food can't be compared to the Penang's one. (=

The same thing happen to love as well. When you get the chance of staying together with your partners, then your utility of meeting him will diminish. Therefore, more argument are up, tired of getting together and end up in thing that everyone don't hope to happen on them. I am not referring to myself, I still manage to handle my utility (= For me, I advise that don't ever thinking of staying together is an easy thing. You have to be very well prepared in order for each other to adapt to your living style. You might be the one that used to stay up late, but your partner might not. As simple as this, it able to create a very serious argument as well.

No matter how a person is attach to their partner, they will always need time for their own activities as well. Even just a luncheon with friends or a hi-tea with bestie. This is enough to make a OVER-ATTACHED partners go crazy. So what you guys can do is, plan something that will be on same venue, same time, but have separate dates. Suddenly I sound so GURU.

I think I have to stop now, or else I will be more alike to love guru, which I don't like. =D

P/S: Don't act like you are so well experienced in love that you able to consult others in their LOVE's life. Outsider will never understand. Only things you can do is not CONSULTING but be a GOOD LISTENER!

SERIOUSLY I AM OK. NO WORRIES

Nerds..

This is one of my favorite candy. I think, it is still not available in Malaysia, but still can get it from our neighbor country, Singapore. It cost Singapore Dollar 2.30 per box. It is one of Nestle product as well.

Outside look

Likey the design of opening it.

*Pink side for Strawberry Flavor. Purple side for Grape Flavor.*

The Nestle's Logo. *Its blur because I using my laptop webcam.*

This is how it looks like.

PINKie, Strawberry flavor.

This is how purple, grape flavor look like.

The last step. How to enjoy it?

Mix Pinkie and Purpley together to fulfill the highest satisfaction.

It taste sour and sweet. ♥

Hope you like it. =D

What A Day.. =\

Its Saturday, I supposed to have my long sleep that I don't need any alarm to wake me up. Anyhow, my lovely baby woke me up to say goodbye, (not those goodbye that you thinking =P) he's leaving to work. I wake up after he left I unable to put myself into the sweet dreams anymore. Lately, I don't know why but I can't sleep well. Therefore, I decided to wake up to do my laundry. God knows this stupid lizard went into the washing machine and I think Mr. Lizard mostly likely not able to get himself out from my washing machine. (fyi, I SCARE of LIZARD)

First thing I do, I fill the washing machine with water leave the cover open. I see some hope in it. The lizard starts to move upward. But eventually, it didn't come out. I don't understand what this lizard is thinking.

Second thing I did, after the washing machine is full with water, I turn on the washing mode. The machine start spinning, the lizard moving more upward. I felt so relieve to see that. God knows, he slipped and fall into the spinning water. GOD!!

I surrender and decided to start on my assignments while waiting for this stupid lizard to get off from the washing machine. I went to check out again after hours, the lizard gone. Wooohooo.. I am so excited I bring all my clothes and start putting into the washing machine, water is filled, soap is in, machine start spinning, everything goes fine.

After soaking the clothes, I were there to drain the water. I saw that stupid lizard is still in the machine. I am shock and I don't know what to do. I find my life so stuck up. Luckily, I am not those type that will scream when I see something scary, at least not for lizards and cockroaches.

Miserable Saturday.

Anyway, I will be going back to Nilai to celebrate aunt's Mother's Day. This will make my day a little bit better. Woohoooo..

The Path Not Taken

Quite a long while I think of having a proper blog. *Those previous one not counted* Have been discussing with one of my bestie whether to blog or not to. After dilemma-ing for so long, I have decided to squeeze my brain juice to operate and maintain this blog.

Before start up, I have these few things pop up in my thinking.

Do I really need a blog?

What a blog can actually do for me, beside post up my writing and work as a PUBLIC DIARY.

Anyway, after reading some of my friends comment, I realized that blog do really help people improve in writing. Whether, be it emo piece of shit, happy lovey dovey story or even point of view in certain things that happen around or on me and etc. *practise makes perfect*

Therefore, everyone that are reading my blog. I urge you that this blog is completely managed by me, myself, and no other. Thus, if anything offended you, feel free to leave. Otherwise, please leave all "narrow way of thinking", judgement and prejudices before coming in. If not everyone are welcome. ((=